Yashachan13

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Rhythm by Yashachan13, literature

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Rhythm

Rhythm What is it that makes our hearts beat? Is it the thriving for something more? Something that can never be given but earned? Hope? Love? Sanity? The opportunities have past.... Life has drained away.... All feelings have become numb.... The lights fade.... The eyes grow distant.... The blood runs cold.... But still it beats.... An unending rhythm of faith. Why? When everything has become hopeless. The heart knows the truth.

perfect hell by Yashachan13, literature

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perfect hell

Can you hear me? Softly whispering in your ear? Singing sweet lullabies And I cry You’re not there You disappear without a trace I’m empty and hopeless Darkness comes And I’m alone again Always alone forever… Tenshi Junsei Please listen to me Tenshi Junsei Don’t leave me here Fix me, All my broken parts, Stitch me up with lovely butterfly kisses, Stop the tears with your fingertips I need this warmth I need this love Do with me what you want But take care of me A clam overcomes me when I am in your arms But you’re not there It's in my head again Get out of there please? Tenshi Junsei

my angel by Yashachan13, literature

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my angel

MY ANGEL I’m so sick. Sick of you and sick of them telling me I should care. I don’t care about people dying. I don’t care if people cry. Stop telling me I should smile and let God fix me. Why should I care if you are unhappy with my beliefs? Stop giving me that same damn look my mom does. Stop judging me when you don’t know what I’ve seen. What I’ve been through. What I’m still going through. I can’t help but hate you sometimes. I’ve ignored so many things while growing up but I just cant get myself to ignore you, what you say is important to me and you will never know how m

Shame by Yashachan13, literature

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Shame

Shame It's you, who I want, It's you, who I need, Your different than them I know it, You pretend just like me. Hiding your emotions till we are alone, You are my half, my light, my soul. I watch you from a distance, People look up to you, But I think I'll stay back a ways, Until you call to me, I will obey; like the good pet that I am. I am your darkness, your empty abyss, You fill me with such happiness. And how do I repay you? By saying a bunch of shit, Blame me, accuse me, It is my fault, I will take my punishment. Yell at me, please, Your voice is soothing, It makes me feel safe and warm. I'm sorry I hurt you,

Dameon James Hyun by Yashachan13, literature

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Dameon James Hyun

Physiology Name- Dameon James Hyun Sex- Male Age- 23 Height- 6’2” Weight- 174 lbs Hair- silver (very long) Eyes- hazel Skin- tan-ish Posture- hunched over when in a crowed place, embarrassed that he is taller, Appearance- very handsome (doesn’t seem to know it), underweight Birthmarks- none Abnormalities- half-albino, used to mutilate himself as a teen, scars on hips and inside arms Heredity- holds in everything that bothers him, which he inherited from his mother Sociology Class- upper, father is a general doctor and mother is a CEO Occupation- bartender at a gentlemen’s club, works at night, only works

Dried up butterfly by Yashachan13, literature

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Dried up butterfly

Dried up Butterfly There's this thing about you, That makes my stomach turn, With regret and sorrow. (What have I done?) I know of your kind, but I can't get you out of my head. (I want you) I want to kiss your insatiable lips, And nip at your ignorant ear. (Can you not feel me?) Talk to me dirty, Your naughty exhibitions show in your eyes. (Will I just become one of them?) I cannot take being alone, Penetrate my heart I beg of you, You may have everything I own. (My body, my soul) Here I am stretched out on the table, I am your feast, eat me up please, You're the only one who can fix my broken parts. (Don't look a

Beloved by Yashachan13, literature

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Beloved

BELOVED I do. Marry me, Hold me in your arms. Kiss me, lightly. You are beautiful. Carry me across the threshold. To the path, that leads us, To a new life together. Swoon me, Rocking your hips against mine. Make love to me gently, For you are my first. Care for me, For I am but a child. You are beautiful, More beautiful then I ever imagined. I must've married an angel. I hear the whisper of sweet words, Fall from your lips "I will care for you, I will be gentle, I would never hurt you' You make me happy Happy to be alive. Love me.

Final farewell by Yashachan13, literature

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Final farewell

FINAL FAREWELL I hate today, Don't want tomorrow, I wish I could sleep eternal. But no one will do it, No one will care I don't want tears, I want them there. I wish to go to a new place, Start over and change to a new pace. Be different this time, Though I wish I could rewind, And take back things. I do not love, I do not feel, I'm as cold as the meat, That sits at the bottom of a freezer. Always thinking pick me! Cook me! Always there but never noticed. Always alone and covered, By richer and taster picks of meat. I wasn't meant for love, I wasn't meant to be seen, But I was found, And I don't want to be. I wan

VOID by Yashachan13, literature

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VOID

VOID I sit here in all my loneliness, It shrouds me like a shadow, Wrapping my body in an abyss. My pain is unknown to anyone, They see me as I want them to, I had behind the masks. I am the seven deadly sins, I am your worst nightmare. I know I can't be loved. I'm only allowed this pain, And sadness I feel your anger at me when I hide. You want me to be who I am, And not be afraid, But it is holding me back. Clutching my life, Squeezing it so tight, Making me feel uncomfortable, In my own skin. Crying out in pain, But no one is there to hear me. Hear that I'm lonely and afraid. No one can ever fill this emptiness.

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About Yashachan13

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United States
Deviant for 18 years
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Current Residence: Hell (well it sure feels like it)
Favourite genre of music: pretty much anything
Favourite photographer: Lester Allen (my photography teacher)
Operating System: windows xp hehehe
Shell of choice: i dont have a shell x.O??
Wallpaper of choice: kittens or anything cute
Skin of choice: mine and maybe yours if you taste good hehehe
Favourite cartoon character: Goofy!! (original name Dippity Dog bet you didn't know that!)
Personal Quote: i think that it is far more important for me to be myself then to try and be something i'm not

Favourite Visual Artist

Leonardo Da Vinci

Favourite Movies

Schindler's List, Meet Joe Black, Hannibal Rising and all Will Smith movies

Favourite Bands / Musical Artists

Natasha bedingfield

Favourite Writers

egdar allen poe and emily dickinson

Favourite Games

kingdom hearts I and II,Primal, mushashi, jak and daxter games, kya dark lineage metal gear

Favourite Gaming Platform

sony and nitendo

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powerdrill (giggle)

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Anime, drawing, singing, video games, reading, animals

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Yashachan13

Mar 19, 2007

new people added yay ^.^

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my friends I know personally ~b-o-h (https://www.deviantart.com/b-o-h)  my kitty twin :iconXtheSilverShiningX: my youngest daughter :iconLethalOkamiireAniMus: my eldest daughter :iconmockingbyrd: my sweet sister :iconyokusezu-tenshi: my other lover :iconmaschinetheist: robotchan :iconLittleBusterIchi: ichiness :iconnorumu: niisan/oniichan (older brother) :iconsilver0bullets: sammychan Awsome friends artist people :iconbluevibes: :iconslverfoxlover: :iconjmzrae: :iconpixiekira: :iconsatsunami: :iconhaos-shaman-queen: :iconpsionic: :iconmeteoramaxwell: :iconsquirrel-lord: :iconmeijeanie: :iconrubbaboots98: :iconanimaiden: :iconasuka--chan: :icontinkerbell0227: :

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Yashachan13

Mar 11, 2006

YES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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OH MY KAMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! OH MY KAMI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! THANK YOU ALLL WHO HELPED ME GET TO A THOUSAND PAGE VIEWS I LOVE YOU ALLL :giggle: SO SWEET OF YOU ALLL

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Yashachan13

Nov 23, 2005

lies

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i've been lied too.... the feeling of being alone... no one ever told me it would be this way.... that life was a lie.... that sadness surrounds my soul... i'll shall never be.... or feel.... love... :sadangel: